First Breakdown

Breakdown yesterday...Finally get to cry out freely...Releasing the tension within me :)
My first ever breaking down...
I Scares Myself & Mel too...*i guess*

I'm always a strong girl. Most of the time is only on the outside...
At least, none of my family members experience me breaking down :)
I wont want them to know either.

Though I din really breakdown in front of anybody...Only facing my lappie @ that moment...

Thanks to Ching & Mel who is talking to me for the night. I'm alright le :)
Thanks darlingsSs for being there for me ...

Dear girl must hug me soon kkx :)

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Woke up this morning with swollen eyes and triple&quaduple eyelids...
Trying hard to twig it back to my normal double eyelids...
Not successful though...

Reached school at around 730am...Put aside all the revisions and stuff...
Really fall aslp in the LT while waiting for my first exam :S

Woke up feeling better !! With my double eyelids back into place :P

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GEk1006 Term Test:

I thought its suppose to start at around 830am..Instead it started at around 9am :x
The LT is fully packed for the first time...
With so many unfamiliar faces around...

Lecturer is so whiny :P
After getting our OTAS Form and Question Paper...All of us thought that we can start our test
BUT Lecturer keeps talking non-stop
AND
EVeryone start SHhhh-Ing Him :P
And finally at 845am, he said:"You may start your test."
when everybody had already started like 15mins ago ~_~

Test was horrible :S
I realize .....
Hahax !! Anyway...People sitting around us were like Ching & me...
DISCUSSING THE ANSWER !!!

Purely discussing ... din really change our options ...
But i regret not changing though ...

Another Complain from me:
Its suppose to be a closed-book exam...BUT
Lecturer said we can use a dictionary at 845am ... and
where can i find a dictionary leh ?? Haixxx...

Anyway its over !!!

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HR3003 is another horrible paper !! Ekk !!
Practically no time to write ... 2hrs 2 essay qns ... hmmm ...

Don't even think of structuring them as neatly as it is for a report :x

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With the end of 1 term test & 1 final paper ...
I now announce that
Exam is Nearing !!! ARGH !!!

Im so stress yesterday and dear gurl told me i only have 10 days to my first paper..
Hmm...
Counting down: Its 9days to my first paper & 16days to my last paper !!!
Hmm...5 papers in exactly a week.
BLEAHX !!!

Guess what !! I have to do research for one of my final paper :s
Why Why Why ????
Market overview/analysis for Beijing & Shanghai
Cos either one would be used in the exam...

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Anyway...I shouldnt be stress, unhappy or even complaining about anything...
When so many of my friends are leading an even stressful & terrible life
with so much unexpected happenings..

haixx I feel so bad for being so whiny yesterday ~_~
JIA YOU Gurl !!! You must be strong kkx !!!
*you know i'm refering to u :P*
Talk to me kkx ... though i cant help ... but i can listen :)

Thanks for listening to me today ^_^

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Saw korkor today and he asked hows my revision.
Wahahx and he assumed that I din study & din do any revision.

Its true in a way...But i did study for my GEK1006 & HR3003...
And was busy with so many Projects...

He commented again & again:"Nvm la. The more busy someone is, the better results she produced."

BLEAHX !!! Not true kkx !!! Its only luck & thanks to all open-book exams !!!
BUT this semester is so different ...
Year 3 is really a big leap ... So different ... So difficult ... So stressful :x

*Reminded me of what dear gurl said. Something like year 3 le den breakdown..not bad le...*
Or did i remembered wrongly ?? I think i remembered wrongly :p

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