Ridiculous Me

Ok! And by asking questions.

I'm now being RIDICULOUS AGAIN !!!!

Fine! No more questions!

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Shivers. Pins. Needles.

Maybe I'm falling ill...

Just want to sit here & do nothing :'(

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I'm lost

I no longer knows what to do and how to do.

I'm lost.

Many a time in our life, we will do something that people appreciates. However when things are being done repetitively, the appreciation dies off and it is just a habit of receiving.

People stops reciprocating.

Meaning behind every actions no longer survive.

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Learn

I've got to learn what I've got and what I'm not and who I am.

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My New Love -《刺猬》

Was listening to mp3 on my way to work.

And this song I'm going to share today is the last song I listened to before Work.

Emotional lyrics struck my attention and immediately I fell in love with this song.

Here you go:-

《刺猬》 

 

最后一抹的微笑 

在转身之后 我闭上眼 哭了 

仅存的一点点骄傲  

华丽的外表终于丢掉 

很旁徨很孤单 

是寂寞或悲惨 

一个人 该怎么办 

像是刺蝟般防范 

伪装得勇敢 不轻易让你 看穿 

我以为可以很坦然 

面对分开时不觉得伤感 

然而将灯关上 

一片无声黑暗 

心痛得大声呼喊 

我想我没那么坚强 

每个女孩其实一样 

渴望着爱情的好 

渴望被拥抱 

却都害怕爱让人受伤 

承认我没那么坚强 

不过是一而再的逞强 

小心将情绪收藏 

比傻瓜还傻 

刺蝟的坚强 

全都是假象.. 哭吧 

刺蝟的坚强 全都是假象

Need some pampering

Need to make myself feels better.

Need to pamper myself.

Need to treat myself better.

Need to give myself some love.

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Hello I'm here.

It's been a long time since he praised me randomly.

Long for it.

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Rehearsing

I am trying to rehearse singing the song 《对的人》.

可是我却没心情去唱它。

Diary No. 6

Took a break off my laptop. Decided to read my diary. The diary that captured what I've been through for the past few years.

First entry of the diary is the first day huBb & I got together officially.

Hardly update it since graduation.

Entries captured how happy I am. The wonderful times we spent together. The sweet conversations. The things we went through together. Happy & Sad.

Captured how he used to be & how I used to think.

Memories......

Things that happened between my friends & I.

Events. Experiences. Feelings & Thoughts.

Its good to keep a diary. A diary that captured things that couldn't be broadcast to others through the blog.

Think

My homework through this CNY is to think think think & think !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pms

My pms period.

Everything is my fault.

pms is a no go.

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Not ready.

Can't be weathered.

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Had taken advantage of someone.

Whats happening to my heart??

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Friends' Weddings 2011

By end of this year, I will have attended 5 weddings in total.

The feeling of it is pretty scary. :S

Need a Break :P

哈比最近有表现出小小醋碳子的现象。

不管怎样，无论是做作的还是真诚的，我都一样开心。

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昨日我们应用了一些形容词来对话，还满有趣的。

哈比撒了一片大网，而我是那只最有实力，游最快的鱼儿，快速的游进了他的大网里。

而现在他那大网里，也只能够容纳我这只小鱼了。

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又圆又大的月亮啊

让我想起幼皮嫩肉的月饼

那美味又纯厚的馅

果肉之王，我期待着你！

明天于你相会。

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Took leave on last wednesday.

Fixed my precious camera, in time for my trip to penang =)

Rebonded my hair, in time for my trip to penang too =)

Friends in office said it wasn't too ice-cream cone this time round.

huBb said the same too.

Jonathan asked:"This is the rebonding arh?" Haha not sure what is he implying.

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Next on the list is to start packing my luggage, making sure I have what I required.

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A photo to share....

Photo credit: CoffeeStains Photography

Their Website: http://www.coffeestainsphotography.com/

Their Blog: http://coffeestainsblog.com/

DisappointmentsSs

There are a few things which I'll have to do before 1 Sept 2011:

1) Visit the Canon Customer Service Centre latest by next wkend. Before that I'll need to check if its open on a Saturday :S

A service centre with operating hours from 9.30am - 7pm on all weekdays ain't helping working adult like me !!!

2) Visit the hair saloon by next wkend too.

Will I have the time to do all that?? When my leave has yet to be approved :(

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Gmarket is a good place to get all your buys at a reasonable price.

They have all sorts of products selling in that portal.

With different attitudes of Sellers.

Bought some products from this seller: SgLady - Lynn on Gmarket @ SgLady on Gmarket

Ordered on 10 May 2011.

Mailed out by her through REGISTERED MAIL on 11 May 2011.

Me happily waiting for the Registered Parcel to reach my place.

Somehow IT NEVER CAME !!!

I approached Singpost through their website @ SingPost

I've faxed my enquiry through filling up their form over on 8 July 2011.

No reply from SingPost. GREATS !!

I've post a feedback/enquiry through their website portal which states that they will response within 2 working days.

More than 3 working days has past.

SingPost is definitely not as efficient as what I think it should be !!

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Anyway, the tracking status states the following:

13 May 2011: Ready for collection at JP

07 June 2011: On Delivery (Meaning its on the way to my place)

07 June 2011: Delivery Advice Issued. (LIKE REAL !!!! I HAVE NEVER RECEIVE THAT PIECE OF DELIVERY ADVICE) Issued??? Issued to who???

21 June 2011: Item Collected @ IMM.

Why is it being collected?? Article got bounced back to the Seller(www.sglady.com) & she has collected it on 21 June 2011.

However when I emailed the Seller(www.sglady.com) on 30 June 2011, She simply asked me to check with Singpost & doesnt seem willing to help me out.

07 July 2011, I tested her out again and she finally said: "Good news, Singpost has just bounce back to us the mail yesterday, Will attempt a resend to you by today."

Wow!!

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I was slightly happy that the parcel wasn't missing and that I'll get it soon again.

After one whole month, there isn't any news AGAIN.

So I emailed her @ lynn@sglady.com (www.sglady.com) again on 3 August 2011, till now, there isn't any reply from her.

Not willing to entertain me.

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So I contacted Gmarket (http://gmarket.com.sg/) through their enquiry system.

Gmarket's reply:" By the way, we found that the seller had provided you the tracking info on 14 May 2011 via seller's board. And it is shown as collected on 21 June 2011. Please check with your family and Singpost as it seems that you received the items.

That is definitely not the best excuse to give it to a customer to hint her that you aren't willing to help out.

Gmarket (http://gmarket.com.sg/) never fails to disappoint the Buyers.

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I AM FAT!!

Need to shed some fats so as to fit comfortably into my pants & shorts.

Hopefully I can be determine to visit the gym 3 times a week for a short run.

JIA YOU !!!

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XQ is busy at work & huBb is busy at work too.

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Working has slowly began to be SO part of our lives.

Day in Day out.

Everything & Anything is about work.

Nothing else.

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Should look for an aim or a goal in life. :S

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Half of my July 2011

12th July 2011 - Tuesday

Today marks the official day of huBb's graduation.

Something happen...tho its a small thing yet it actually makes me feel sad for almost the whole day.

XQ doesn't like to feel out of place in a crowd.

XQ doesn't like to feel lost in a crowded place.

So I've actually pre-warned huBb the night before.

Telling him to be aware of his phone ringing & I'm only going to called him once. Hah :P

To me, I thought one will naturally take note of the phone ringing when you know someone will be calling you soon & very soon.

And this is what happen on the day itself. We have been sms-ing one another in the morning.

Even when I've almost reach NUS, we are still constantly communicating through the sms-es.

And guess what, once I've alighted from the bus & was calling him up.

I thought it will not happen & yet it happened.

He didn't picked up my call.

I wasn't as bad as I thought I would, by calling him once.

I tried calling & calling & calling.

Yet nobody picked up my call. :'(

I walked into UCC.

It was so crowded & I had a fear in me.

I have a thought of turning around and go back home.

Hmmm....I know I'm weird. But that is really how i felt.

I thought he would really be aware of his phone. Its just a few minutes after our last sms and yet this is the least expected incident.

Such a bad day to begin with.

I couldn't smile...totally CMI.

Did not even took out my camera.

Haix :(

I know by doing that I'll be spoiling his day.

I just couldn't help it.

Haha deep down I really feel like crying. :'( Guess I'm too emo about my fear.

Weirdo me. :s

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Since I did not have an invitation card, so I sat outside UCC.

Emo-ing.

Left UCC and head to SDE, thinking of treating myself to a yummilicious mac breakfast.

BUT it wasn't open. So instead I bought some snacks & sat at Techno Edge.

Fed the mosquitoes. :s

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Went back to UCC just in time to see huBb walk up the stage to collect his scroll.

Manage to listen to the wonderful speech from the valedictorian of the session.

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Hah! Anyway, all the above was the past already & we're ok now.

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13th July to 15th July 2011 was the busy period for huBb. 830-930pm shift.

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Watched Harry Potter on Saturday.

Meet up with Roger & Gaby in the evening.

We went to "The Ship Restaurant & Bar" @ Shaw Center.

Its at some Ulu Place but trust me.

You'll never regret going there for a dinner :)

Do make reservation =) Its really popular.

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XQ & huBb finally met up with the Financial Planner from Finexis today.

Jodie is the financial planner that we met.

Introduced by Ernest so I believe she'll be quite trustworthy & capable.

Just one thing I don't like about her :s

She was late for the appointment.

And unlike other similar agent, she make us find a seat first.

All along I thought agent should at least be early and find a seat before welcoming their customers.

Anyway other than the above, the session was really useful & beneficial.

Hope that she'll really get us what we want or need in the following session. =)

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huBb is ill :(

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Today marks the mid of my July.

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S.Q.U.A.R.E.

We are back to square one.

Our weekly affair.

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XQ is ill.

She has become really ill.

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When I'm ill....

Something will always bound to happen when I'm ill.

The period where I need the most tolerance, care, concern & consideration.

Just wondering, if the day when you are ill & I said I'm not coming to see you.

How will you feel?

Alrights. Tell me you are busy.

Spring Cleaning.

Yea its the best reason ever since I know that you've to do it during the wkend for that big day.

Sometimes i just can't stop having the thought that you actually don't like coming to my place.

Hardly step in.

Hardly stay for long.

Hardly stay for meals.

Tell me that your place is far away.

Why I can do that and yet you cant?

Puzzled me.

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You can do something & I can't

When I am truthfully angry or upset.

Its deemed that I dont have the authority to behave that way.

Somehow things always turned out to be you are the good person.

Hen Wei Qu.

Have the authority to behave in whatever ways that you want.

And its going to be alrights & ok.

What about me?

I have a temper too.

I'm stubborn too.

Why can't I act or behave as freely as you do.

Why must I always maintain the understanding & considerate self.

Why can't I be the bad person & be forgiven.

Hah! Too naive of me to request for such a thing.

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Signs that our characteristics aren't compatible.

That is so scary.

What will happen in the future?

Continue to quarrel over small lil things.

Quarrel over different mindset in life?

I can't imagine that.

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Dr How, e Dentist

Heex ^_^

Dr How made my day ^_^

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Received a call just a few mins ago.

Its from Dr How.

The dentist who extracted my wisdom tooth.

OMG!!!

Its so nice of him to call to check on my condition.

I have never met a dentist who does that.

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He checked on:

1) Hows the bleeding.

2) Pain.

3) Numbness

4) Hows everything.

Heex ^_^

I told him I couldnt really open my mouth.

He said that is normal.

Due to some muscle injuries.

Conversation ended with:

Thats Good Thats Good.

Ok bye.

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Which dentist will do that???

Hereby I highly recommend one who needs to extract their wisdom tooth, to look for:

Dentist: Dr Winston How

Dental Clinic: A Dental Clinic @ Jurong East

Add: Blk 135, #01-333, Jurong East Street 13, S600135

Email: adentalclinic@gmail.com

Tel: (65) 6569 0280

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After Effect

After I blogged down my experience of getting my wisdom tooth extracted.

I went to lie down on the bed.

Feeling really weak & tired.

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After a short while later, my wisdom tooth area started to hurt a lot.

Intense pain.

(Approx. 1.5hrs after the extraction)

Thought that the anaesthesia will go away only like 3hrs later so it shouldn't be painful.

Couldn't take the pain, ate the pain killer.

Change the gauze every 20mins.

Keep getting off the bed & couldn't go to sleep.

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After much struggling, I've finally go into a nap for not too long. Probably on and off for an hour.

Still in pain but bearable.

So I went to sit down in front of the laptop again.

After a shortwhile, my body gets tired again.

Haha so went back to my bed.

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This sequence repeats itself today too.

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Just couldn't sit down for too long. Have to lean on something.

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Just went to soak my wisdom teeth in bleaching agent with water.

So that huBb won't feel disgusted looking at it.

Will be a clean clean tooth soon =)

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Ok back to resting.

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Prepared.

Had a good dinner today with hf, wt, yl & ym @ Club7.

Had Fun.

Laughters.

Prepared to go to war tml :s

Pray hard I'll be fine =)