@ 5:50pm
Ooo...am listening to 梁文英's album for the afternoon. Some of her songs have very nice lyrics !!! Certain sentences are pretty well written ^_^
Haix...my body is high on caffeine but am still very exhausted for no reasons tho i had milk tea & coffee...
Body seems to be floating in the air ~_~
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@ 2:20pm
Its been 2 hrs and i have yet to do something useful. Some thots of mine just came about -
我好矛盾哦。
一直以来，我以为自己是很想做一个小女人。
但却发现自己原来并不了解小女人是什么样子的。
喜欢被呵护，但却不喜欢被宠坏。
那界限好模糊哦。
不喜欢那渺小的感觉，却又想成为一位小女人。
喜欢听别人发言，自己通常不会反驳，却又同时不想感觉根渺小。
那渺小的感觉，让我觉得自己并不存在，不被需要的。
有谁能明白这矛盾的我？
《我不是你想象那么勇敢》这首歌里写道：
“ 我不是你想像那么勇敢，多想让你保护能流泪一场，让我放下武裝，像个孩子一样，单纯的把爱情放在你心上。我不是你想像总是扮演坚强，多想让你知道我也要个伴，放下讨厌武裝，像个孩子一样，单纯的把爱情放在你心上。”
他说看不到终点，看不到未来，看不见结果。
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@ 12:20pm
I'm done with my preface and decided to pop into blogger again jotting down the things that i have been thinking about...
To be cheerful once again, i must start thinking and recapping on the beautiful memories. It is not done on the purpose of making comparison, not to have this kind of mindset "i hope we could be like...the time spend in the past are so much better..."
No !! To me that are all negative thots !!
To ba happy, I would have to smile at the past and to welcome the future. Not knowing whats the future will be like, just hope that it would be good.
Im very happy with my weight now but am not happy about my body proportion tho ~_~
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@ 10:00am
Thinking of the happy moments...I smiled ^_^
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@2:00am
Tried & Tested. It isnt working !!!
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@ 1:00am
''Since im not expecting anything"
''Since im not expecting anything"
''Since im not expecting anything"
''Since im not expecting anything"
''Since im not expecting anything"
It goes on & on...
What kinda hidden meaning can i imply or infer ??
What am i thinking right now ??
当一个人绝望的时候，才会说出那样沮丧的话语吧！
因为他不敢去奢求些什么了
因为他不想失望了
因为他放弃渴望的
因为那种种不同的原理
一句话，绝望了。
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I always felt that, by not giving up, one should continue to hope & wish for something.
Expectation does surround everyone's life.
By shaking it off, giving up on all the expectations, I dont think it is a way of helping or encouraging.
True, it will solve problems or prevent problems from happening...
But that shouldnt be the case, cos in the long run, something worst may happen.
Its like me expecting for a 4.0Caps - A 奢求，奢望，渴望，欲望，希望
But its impossible, and im giving up, so i stop expecting stop wishing and stop hoping.
If im determined to work on it, i would continue to expect, hope & wish.
Isnt it true ???
Tell me if it isnt ^_^
Im always very willing to accept ALL Opinions & views from anybody & everybody !!!
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