Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Microbes & Thots

Microbes is the first ever module i worked so hard for, even though after knowing that i would not score well in it.
Though this effort would not be paid off, i still went ahead for it.
Mayb its the chemical reaction effect in me or maybe im just so drained from studying microbes.

Im simply tired that i couldnt move on anymore.
Knowing that tml would be my 3rd paper - facilities planning & design.
True that it is an open book exam.
But who in the faculty does not know of those very hardworking students.
Always doing more than needed, always doing more and till whatever time that they have been given for.

Kiasu - that is the word for us student. Im so not sure if i shld be proud of this scenario. Wahahax !! Mayb im just so lazy to appreciate hardworking people ba :(

Doing enough is always not sufficient. Not at all sufficient to score a decent grade.
However, by studying till im dead, no time for sleep isnt helping me at all.
Im a motor with engine that need to rest & cool down ^_^

Alrights !!! So what should i be expecting tml ??
The thought that one would score better by taking modules within faculty had drown into the ocean since monday 27-04-09 3pm.
Im so lost !!
I have NO pressure placed on me, yet im starting to feel nervous before exams.

People would say 'Try your best. Do your best' and that is all that is needed.
However, whenever i stepped out of the exam hall, i always feel that 'i have never did my best in my life before'
And i know that, if more time is allowed, or a reverse in timeline just so happened, that will still be the same scenario all over again.

Alrights enough !!! I shall go read through the lecture notes again, though i don't really know how would the lecture notes help.

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