By Wikipedia:
" A daydream is a visionary fantasy experienced while awake, especially one of happy, pleasant thoughts, hopes or ambitions. There are so many different types of daydreaming that there is still no consensus definition amongst psychologists. While daydreams may include fantasies about future scenarios or plans, reminiscences about past experiences, or vivid dream-like images, they are often connected with some type of emotion. "
How often do you daydream ?? I does it everyday. Usually when i'm travelling alone; on the bus or on the train to school or back home. The start of daydream might be uncontrollable. However, certain daydream started with me flashing back on any random memories.
My daydreams are usually sad & unhappy. Wahahax !! *I'm sufferring from depression =(*
Yea...for me it isnt pleasant thots =p Most of the time i guess.
Maybe i'm used to prepare myself for the worst scenario.
So i controlled my daydreaming by using a past memories and start creating my very own scenes and responses.
Usually, i will wish and hope for the best. But my thots & daydreams are always there to prepare me for the worst. Even if it is not going to happen.
I guess, this is kind of a protection. To protect myself from being sad & depress ?? To protect myself from being hurt ??
There is such a saying: 女人很记仇.
You have got to believe that & stop denying that fact.
We may not be calculative. We may not want to argue. We may not want to win. We may not want to take any revenge. But we definitely remember what are being done to us & its forever. =p **怕了吧？**Heex ^_^
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