Prepared.

Its the first time I felt that - always preparing myself for the worst scenario does help my heart recovers way faster than norm. Heex ^_^

Days back, something happened. Tho, I always knew the answer to my question, but I never get to hear the answer directly from him. But I heard it that very night. Tho the heart squeezed a lil, but surprisingly I felt much better after hearing the answer. The answer which I knew it all along, and long prepared for it.

Thanks for being really understanding is what I got in return.

My heart is such a contradictory being. It longs for something & yet it feels the pain and guilt knowing that the other party would get hurt in the process.


Guess, I'll need to accept that fact.

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