Just look at my supposed wonderful long weekend: With pfm meets re / taima's bdae / bf / family
3 groups of people with one afternoon & one night to spend.
How am I suppose to choose from.
This is the least and the most that i can do.
Bf my afternoon.
Taima's bdae in the night.
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Haix...I knew this would come...but i din know it would make me so sad & almost cried in front of my bf :(
Joel called "scolding" me for not attending the pfm & re gathering and chooses to go for the bdae celebration with my CnP Family. And i started becoming very defensive.
Its not something that I can manage. Its not that I don't want to meet them cos I really do. But to me, being present at every single bdae celebration with my CnP Family is alrd the very Least that i can do, so i really cant missed it.
Mel said I should have join them (CnP) in the day since its a public holiday & I din have to work & its been such a long time since i meet them. (Yea...the previous time is during May celebrating the May Babies Bdae) *_*
She said I should have go out with them more often. *So its my fault that my free time just doesnt coincide with them*
They are all used to me saying sorry i can't make it. So have alrd started not asking me out.
While being kept in the dark at MBS Hotel last friday night, CH/LK & me had a lil chat. Many things we really have to agree on. Hao Li Bu Chong Xin orh :(
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I really do enjoy myself at MBS Hotel with my CnP Family. Tho I have to say that meeting lesser with them had really caused an impact to this r/s, bonding & many many more. *Like not understanding many internal jokes. Activities never have participated. The lingo blar blar blar*But they still show care & concern to me. Really appreciate that.
-- Photos to be up soon =) Meanwhile I have to work on something related to my ECA -- Yea on a Sunday.
Anyway, I had a split headache after the 2hrs of slp + 3 hrs of slp. *_* I really cant survive with lil sleep.
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